A year ago today I started my journey to beat Anorexia Nervosa. It has been everything but easy. But they say, if you feel like shit and want to give up, you’re doing it right. I wasted multiple years of my life devoting myself to this disorder. I remember the countless summers I would just stay home and isolate myself than hang out with my friends. Just because there may be a chance they go out to eat. But, no more. Kiss my fucking ass Anorexia. I refuse to let you control me any longer. I will not miss the crying over a pound, stomach aches, being cold, being pale, and fainting. Four hospital admissions is enough for me. Even though I was recovering you still managed to take things away from me too. I spent Thanksgiving, Christmas & New Years in a residential facility. You stole what were to be special memories for me, that I will never get back. I will be dammed if you waste one more fucking minute of my life.

A year ago today I started my journey to beat Anorexia Nervosa. It has been everything but easy. But they say, if you feel like shit and want to give up, you’re doing it right. I wasted multiple years of my life devoting myself to this disorder. I remember the countless summers I would just stay home and isolate myself than hang out with my friends. Just because there may be a chance they go out to eat. But, no more. Kiss my fucking ass Anorexia. I refuse to let you control me any longer. I will not miss the crying over a pound, stomach aches, being cold, being pale, and fainting. Four hospital admissions is enough for me. Even though I was recovering you still managed to take things away from me too. I spent Thanksgiving, Christmas & New Years in a residential facility. You stole what were to be special memories for me, that I will never get back. I will be dammed if you waste one more fucking minute of my life.